I don't like being stationary

I'll try to do myst of the coming posts in english from now on. This is of my respect to the thousands and thousands of international readers that will try to follow my little journey. They are not here yet, byt they will come... I would also like to apologize for any coming spelling or grammar problems. I speak, and write, english quite fluently, but there are some mistakes sometimes.

Saturday morning in Stockholm and I want to get away, today! Have had a dinner with some relatives, one with some friends and tonight is the night of the big gooodbye-party! We'll have a beautiful night in Stockholm and you are all welcome to join us.

I have a feeling inside. I don't think that this feeling is very unique for people in my age, but still I do hvae to listen to this feeling. And that is why I'm leaving Stockholm in four days. I do feel that I need to search. I'm not really sure what I want to find, but this is a part of my life were I'll be looking, listening and learning. Hopefully a lot of laughing and loving aswell...

I've lived all my life in Stockholm and I'm very happy about that. I have most of my friends and relatives here, I know the streets, I know where to get some good vegetarian food and I know which is the cosiest bar. I do love this town, but I have actually nothing to compare it with. I´ve been travelling a lot the last years, but i´ve actually never lived anywhere else than Stockholm, it's about time for that now.

Apart from the "I'm not sure if I want to live in Stockholm for the rest of my life"-thing, I want some time to think of my future, as a human. Today I do have some ideas about what I want to do, but they are very changeable. I want to get to know myself for real and after that it might be easier to walk the ways I want to walk. Might.

Talk about a dream. Try to make it real.



Keep up my friends! I love you!